Toe-licking and finger-waggling in Seville…

History reminds me that as hard as we feel today is, it has always been horrific. A painting in the Seville Cathedral intrigued me, two women, carrying oversize teacups looking up to the heavens with a lion licking the toes of the one on the right. 

Goya’s Justa y Regina

The painting is by Goya, the famous Spanish artist from the 1700s and the legend of these two sisters, Justa and Rufina, quite horrifying. They were potters in 287 when some pagans came through town wanting a sacrifice to their goddess and the sisters refused to worship their Venus, being loyal Christian dames. A fight ensued where the Venus worshippers broke all the girls pottery and in the tussle a statue of the goddess, carried by the bad guys, broke. The sisters were thrown into prison, stretched on the rack and their flesh torn with iron claws (I don’t really want to know) and forced to run barefoot over sharp rocks. When this did not overturn their faith, they were starved. One sister died and the next one was thrown to the lions who became tame as kittens, thus the licking of the feet. Exasperated that the lions would not cooperate, the pagans broke her neck. This all happened in Seville where they are now venerated as saints. Life can suck. My consolation is imagining Rufina snuggling with the lions before her martyrdom. Welcome to Seville! 

The cathedral is quite ornate and golden…

We take a break from the torture and beauty to go to the vegan place recommended by the Seattleites yesterday at the laundromat. It doesn’t disappoint and provides a reminder of home with food I love. I take my açai bowl to our rooftop hotel and enjoy the sun and write until our timed entry at Alcazar de Seville, home of kings! 

This place is STUNNING and still used by the King and Queen today, though they have so many options I can’t imagine they are lounging around the castle with all these tourists poking about. 

The inside is stunning but it was the gardens that brought true delight to my soul. Peacocks, a maze, fountains, it was a non-Disney wonderland.

Traveling in February does mean that the flowers are not as prolific as I have heard they can be in Seville. I do imagine in the warmer months it is stunning. 

This evening we force our tired bodies out the door to an Italian dinner house, San Marco Santa Cruz where we are entertained by a guitar player and the rudeness of other diners. In Spain the pace at meals is leisurely. The serving staff does not hop to your every need but they get to you when they can, especially when it comes to paying the bill. You need to ask for the check to be brought and until then they leave you alone (some might say ignored). Tonight a foreign tourist behind us stuck his arm rudely high in the air with a Hitler salute and snapped his fingers twice at the server across the room while loudly saying, “La quenta,” as the gentle guitar music plucked along. I sat there, my mouth gaping in shock, as the server gave him a withering glare, waggled his pointer finger back and forth shamingly, with a “No. No.” proceeding to turn his back and leave the room. It was so satisfying to see the rude finger-snapper put in his place and we left the server a very good tip. 

We leave for Arco de la Frontera tomorrow but not before we stop at a tiny shop for custard tarts. That is all they sell, I love that —specialize in one thing and do it extraordinarily!

Road trip in Spain…

We leave Barcelona on a fast AVE train to Madrid. Nice to see some of the countryside from the train window after being in two large cities. I am a country girl at heart.

Train travel tip: Use the lavatory on the train or you will pay one euro to get into the station bathroom in Madrid, which is not a big deal unless, like me, you have no euros smaller than a 20, which then means you have to go buy something at a café (for me a bottle of water) in order to break the 20 and get a euro coin. So really it cost me 3 to 4 euros and extra wasted time. Just use the facilities on the train well before you arrive as they lock the doors as soon as you get there. Lesson learned.

We we walked and walked to the rental car pick up, which all worked smoothly even if time consuming. I was very excited to get behind the wheel of a black Citroen and we arrived in Toledo without a hitch. I was pretty proud of our virgin voyage. Susanna is the master navigator, along with the rental car that can access gps through my Apple car play. We are set, the road trip section of our trip begins!

We booked a few government established historic accommodations along the way called Paradores. They are in historical and cultural places of interest like remodeled castles or monasteries. We check into our first one late this afternoon, Parador de Toledo. 

The view from my room is to die for, not in the old town of Toledo but looking at it over a canyon. Gorgeous! The desk staff was friendly, but the wait staff in the dining room not so pleasant but I suppose I wouldnt be either having to deal with clueless tourists all day long.

We venture into the UNESCO world heritage site of Toledo, an ancient city that dates back to 59 BC and looks like it jumped from the pages of a medieval fairytale. There’s nothing like it that I’ve seen in our young United States.

But being so historical the streets are not friendly to vehicles, so we park in a garage at the edge of town and hike around the quaint streets until our reservation for the 9pm light event at the Toledo Cathedral.

We walk through the Jewish quarter but most things were closed. We have not gotten into the swing of eating the Spanish way, dinner at 9 PM, but we can’t resist the El Cafe de la Monjas (Nun Cafe) and we have dessert for dinner, the best cheesecake I have ever eaten, and Susanna had the local delicacy of churros which are dipped in warm chocolate. 

Everything here feels very Catholic, though it is dubbed a city of Christians, Muslims and Jews.

The light show at the cathedral was cool. We entered the dark cathedral with only a small group of people after hours. It was all in Spanish, neither of us speak the language, but we could guess what was going on by the projections onto the statues and walls. Very creative, very religious and beautiful to see.

We find the car and make our way back to the Parador with only one wrong turn. It’s been a long day of travel and we are exhausted. We are only here one night and will sleep in tomorrow to catch up on some rest.

Barcelona birds of a feather…

Every morning that I wake up in Barcelona, I look out at my landmark view…

…and there is a lone seagull perched on the head of the statue of a naked man seated on a strange bird. The seagull sits there for a time gazing out to sea meditating on his life perhaps. I do the same from my room, writing to understand my life as I gaze upon my blank page

Watch the video zoom in on the seagull.

I am so fortunate to be having this time in Spain. So fortunate to be away from the chaos that is the USA at this moment. So fortunate for a reprieve to fill my artistic self with beauty every day. So many times a day I sigh, or gawk with jaw dropping shakes of my head and say how lucky I am, how blessed, how extraordinary my life is.

Today the taxis are back in service so we head up to Montjuïc Castle, a fortress on the mountain overlooking the Balearic Sea and Barcelona. It started out as a lookout tower in 1641 and then was built into a military fortress complete with a moat. 

The Catalans have an independent spirit and wanted to be free of Spanish rule back in the 1700s but Spain was having none of that and did atrocious things to subjugate the Catalans of Barcelona. We read of executions and tortures that took place in the beautiful castle overlooking the turquoise sea and of the moat that ran red with the blood of rebels. It was a sobering, if informative, couple of hours and provided some of the best views of the trip so far.

We could see out to the Iberian waters and 360° to the hills and city of Barcelona. Gaudi’s Sagrada Familia dominates the landscape wherever you look and I use it to get my bearings.

We take a cable car down to the Joan Miro museum to experience Miro’s artwork on a large scale. He was born here in Barcelona and I loved seeing his sculptural pieces.

We found another cable car that took us out over the mountain and to the coast and beach. How could we not stop to have another sangria at our beach bar? It is an assured way to find a bathroom as well.

Susanna had booked us tickets to a historic circus (without any abused animals) in a tent beside old caravans with painted sides. We saw beautiful trapeze artists, contortionists, amusing clowns and three motorcyclists riding in circles around each other inside a small metal ball. Craziness! One small miscalculation and it would have been carnage.  A fantastic way to spend an evening with cotton candy and popcorn.

We leave tomorrow so it is time to pack the suitcase again and head to Madrid by fast speed train. It will be sad to go, but my feet will welcome the break, if my heart won’t. I will return to Barcelona, I can feel it.

Painted mural on an old circus side vehicle

Willing to pivot…

I slept in today feeling the days of travel wearing on me a bit. But we started out with a bang, if a tad late. Walking a few blocks in search of breakfast we stopped into this eye popping cafe… 

…a very nice “good morning” with humor. And the vegan mash I ordered was delicious and healthy.

The plan was to grab a taxi (taxis are very reasonable here) and head 15 minutes up to the top of a hill to Montjuic Castle and the Joan Miro Museum. But after searching for a taxi for 30 minutes we were told they were all on strike. We tried figuring out the bus system and then decided to scrap our plans and make it a beach day. Susanna informed me that she would implode if she didn’t get some daylight on the beach. So off we wandered through darling windy streets.

After some hours we end up on the sand playing Azul but not before we have Sangria and nachos at a beachside bar. 

We ordered tickets online for the Picasso Museum at 5pm. In Spain you are advised to book museums and activities ahead and the ticket entries are timed. So off we walk (more blister issues for me) to see Picasso’s masterpieces. As a theater artist I really liked watching the little film of Picasso’s collaboration with Diaghilev on sets and costumes for the Ballet Russes. It delights me to see visual artists connecting to the theater world and made me miss my work a bit. 

Things in Spain are open later so as we walk to dinner, we stop into Casa Beethoven, a sheet music store that has been in Barcelona since 1880. A darling little rectangular-shaped store lined with shelves and shelves of music. I couldn’t resist a Catalan folk music book and Susanna bought some old 45 records with eclectic, vintage photo covers. 

We then went to the Four Cats restaurant, a Picasso haunt and had vegetable paella (Susanna is a vegetarian and it has been harder to find interesting food without meat) and a chocolate cake to die for. The atmosphere was lovely, even if I felt underdressed and bedraggled from the beach, sand and wind. I keep saying, “They’ll never see me again.”

It was a day well lived in a city filled with historic luminaries that followed me around and led me onward. The past can enlighten our futures…Picasso, Gaudi, Diaghilev are my guiding stars to creative output. 

I hope the taxi drivers have settled their dispute and we can find our way to Montjuic tomorrow.

Today is Gaudi Day…

Antoni Gaudi is a famous Catalan architect that I dream could have created sites in every town or at least mine. His swirling, colorful, unique buildings remind me of mythical dragons and the stuff of fairytales. 

After an outrageous breakfast at an instagram-worthy cafe (Eat my trip) we headed off to Gaudi’s most famous cathedral, that he worked on for 43 years before he was killed in a tram accident. Sagrada Família stunned me with beauty. Gaudi was a lover of nature as I am and claimed she was his muse. 

The main floor soared to crazy heights and looked like a forest with tree trunks holding up the ceiling with branches and colorful stained glass that mimic the leaves and sky. 

We took an elevator up into one of the spires to spectacular views and some close up scenes of the exterior design with more nature inspired clumps of grapes and berries cascading or perched on impossibly tall spires. We walked down a bunch of steps inside a spiral resembling a shell. 

The place was breathtaking. We stayed a few hours before tearing ourselves away to catch a taxi to Park Guell.

Gaudi was designing this 30 acre garden as a ritzy housing development when World War I broke out so it did not get finished. Only two homes out of sixty were finished. His work is so playful, it made me laugh out loud with beautiful mosaic benches, animal heads poking out unexpectedly, and fairytale buildings and views out to the sea. And bonus…I finally saw the wild parakeets that fly around Barcelona.

We walked and walked creating blisters on my feet. But we high-tailed it back to the hostal for a quick rest before an evening piano concert at another amazing building. 

We had tickets to see Alexandre Tharaud at Palau de la Musica concert hall. He played Bach and Ravel in an atmosphere so magical that I just had to keep remarking how lucky I am. The hall was full of imagination, flying horses, mosaics, a stained glass ceiling that changed color, and figures protruding from the stage walls like ghosts. This was not Gaudi’s work but could have been. And the pianist was flawless. His hands moved so quickly and gracefully through cascading waterfalls up and down the keys that it made me teary. 

Park Guell

It’s been quite the day. I’m exhausted and humbled by humans that create such beauty and even more so because I am getting to partake of it. 

Leaving on a jet plane…


The sun is brightly shining on my snow-dusted neighborhood. I am far from the LA fire zone –that sad, horrible catastrophe– and here I am flouncing off to Spain feeling extremely fortunate. Yes, flouncing, because that is what you do when you are privileged to bounce over the ocean on JetBlue to a new country filled with history and mystery. I want to record this flounce if for no one but my mom who is no longer able to travel and brings out her maps to follow me along on my trails.

So Mom, here I am, not headed to the airport yet, but nervously packing and unflouncing the wrinkles from the blazer you gave me for Christmas before I balance it in on the “to go” pile. Thank you for the Christmas lovelies and for wanting to follow along so that I can share with someone my absolutely wonder-filled life on the road to foreign lands. Come along and hold your breath around those cliffs that drop off to oblivion, and get ready to yell, “Slow down or stop this car and let me out!” Yes, now we can laugh about that drive from your cabin to Lake Tahoe, but it was not so funny when I was sixteen. This time I have my daughter in the passenger seat, we’ll see how she does with my Grace Kelly Hitchcock driving. Your view from the rear window can be safely contemplated from the comfort of your La-Z-Boy.

(My brother tuning up the Buva Cruiser, me, at 15 years old and my sister, the forebearer of the keys. Before long I’ll be testing my mother’s nerves on the curves in that tiny Toyota)

Wintery-spring poetry time…

It’s still feeling like winter here in the Berkshires. Not enough green, or warmth, or flowers. But I keep writing and sending thoughts for the reasons I wait and anticipate the coming of color from under a buff beige blanket. Why do you stay? 

Why I Stay- (based on a line from Morgan Farley’s poem of the same name) by Lori Evans

Why I stay, because spring is coming and sunshine and flowers,
Because it’s not really a choice, I am here with nowhere else to go.
I stay for horses, for romance, for beauty and beavers,
For cowboys and evergreens and mountain streams.
I stay for stars in a lightless sky and the hope of seeing the northern lights.

I stay for love, for daughters and adopted sons and sisters and ukuleles,
Because the hope of more adventure is within my soul always beating.
Why I stay has nothing to do with deeds and everything to do with possibility,
The anguish and joy equal in their coming and going.

I stay for the pizza and Netflix and the walk to the bookstore,
For the smile in a puppy’s tail wiggle that makes mine join in.
Puppies! I stay for puppies and kittens and pumpkins carved by kids, 
And painting, and color. 

I stay for color! For washing everything
In color, in rainbow butterflies of fabric and clothing,
That makes me feel gorgeous and sassy and bold.

I stay to be bold, to find firmness in my mind and my flabby body, for breath,
And aspiration and a person I might help and brighten.
I stay for words that can lighten a load and frighten the gloom from the door
That’s shut.

Why I stay, to say, “HEY! You know me—we met ten years ago and look
At us now!” I stay for surprises like inside a Kinder egg, little bright toys
Of delight from unexpected corners. A note from a student,
A gift from the wind, a tail slap from a beaver saying,
“Here I am, wait for me, don’t go yet, I want to see you.”

I stay to be seen.

Dinner with Alfred…

In the structure of my days I find myself and lose myself. I find myself on the blank page as I scurry the pencil around the shapes of words. Words that beckon to the woods, the ponds, the stars, the sky reflecting pool…and this week to Pleasant Valley Wildlife Sanctuary, ten minutes from my home. The park is swirling with paths, ponds, birds and wildlife. The ponds are decorated with beaver huts, gnawed trees in evidence as they work to reinforce their homes for the winter. Bright green ferns are sprinkled amidst shy mushrooms and purple flowers are shining here and there. Yesterday bright pinkish-red prickly bushes flamed out of a brown cattail backdrop.

As I tripped among the tree rooted path around a beautiful calm pond I kept thinking, “Where are all the beavers that make these intricate huts out of twigs, that chew down these huge trees with their little grinding teeth?” I want to see a beaver! I have lived here fifteen years and have seen only two in that time, swimming in a lake far from shore.

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Echoes of my mind…

After spending a week writing and being in the presence of twenty-one amazing women in the Taos high desert I  am working my way back across the country through Oklahoma, Arkansas, Tennessee to North Carolina where I will hole up, like an outlaw, with my daughter for a few days.

Things I ponder on the road at 80 mph…

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Tiptoeing the backroads to Taos…

I am on my way to Taos, New Mexico from Massachusetts. I don’t have the time to stay more than one night at any given place but I also want to experience slices of life along the way. Freeway hotels, though convenient do not speak to me of neighborhoods, animals, and family, so I choose to drive off the thruways and find places to stay away from the conveniences of fast food and cookie cutter hotel rooms.

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